What can you do when the person you love most in the entire world lives 2 hours away from you? see them every day? make the journey? well no because
- I can't afford it,
- I cant just ditch school,
- Other people need me here
its just a school girl crush i hear you cry! but no.. this isn't love like that, this is family bonds, this is love with no end, unconditional love; meaning every letter. My beautiful little sister. The most beautiful, intelligent, inspiring, happy little one year old I've ever seen in my life! ok so im a little biased....... but i love her to pieces! and my world is incomplete without that beautiful grin and the way her eyes light up as you walk through the door. The way she surprises you with the new things she learns everyday, the way she just stares into your eyes as if she can see into everything you have ever thought and she truly cares, the way she gives you a little kiss and your heart just melts, she is the cutest thing in the world and how is it fair that whilst all my friends see their little brothers or sisters everyday i have to wait once a month, count the days and as soon as its there, its already gone, every time i see her she's a month older, a month wiser, a months more beautiful! Ask me any minute of any day for my thoughts and i can guarantee you they will always be the same, one person, the only person in my eyes
yeah so this is the soppiest thing i've ever written! and probably the soppiest thing you've ever read! but i dont care! if you hate it then you have no idea how it feels to want something so bad! something thats not material possessions.. i mean something you REALLY want! and you can never have... it's the fact you know you can never have it... that makes it worse.....
by the next time i see her she'll be walking..... but you may think that this is all so miserable.. so let me get to the point of this blog! You could call this the 'chip on my shoulder' (all LB fans will get this ;)) because whenever im in a whats-the-point mood i think i have to do it for her! for my sister! i have to make her proud!
So in conclusion little Olivia you complete my life and your a little super star and i only hope that one day you can be proud to say im your sister xxx
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